Wow I haven't posted anything on here for over 2 years.I can't believe that much time has passed, back then Corysean and I had gotten together a few months ago and I was just getting into college.I was just starting my life and I was spending as much time with Cory as possible.It saddens me that I can never go back to that time of my life and that I wasted so many years doing what I thought was right."Growing Up" is what most people call it.I hope that with this new job I can rebuild my life and I can finally get an apartment and live with Cory who I've been engaged to longer than some people have been married.If God's in his heaven and all's right with the world why cant my life go have some form of stability.I've planned and worked towards my goals and everything has gone from bad to worse.I hope that this time for once everything will work out for the best.And today is Ritsuko Akagi's 25th birthday only 5 more years until the Evangelion timeline comes into play.Five years has already passed since I first started watching the best anime.I hope the next five years will be as good as 2004.